God's Will

I have a lot troubling me lately.... The answer to unknown questions the unknown of what could dramatically happen in my families life any day from now... Is really pulling me down and I am just in constant prayer with my Savior. I spoke to several friends in person yesterday much encouragement there from each of them just to ride it out and let God lead... He is the one who knows the future and he knows what the outcome will be.... The fear of the unknown the old flesh wanting to know the future when I have the best leader in the world leading me....Wow!! Look out this scripture I found in the NT>>>>Ephesians 1:9 Having made known unto us the mystery of his will: according to his good pleasure which he hath purposed in himself: Some days I wonder why God lead me down this pathway what does it seem I get deeper and deeper into the unknown... Just when you think your coming up on top you are still just half way up... Ephesians 5:13 But all things that are reproved are made manifest by the light: for whatsoever doth make manifest is light: I known I am doing exactly what the Lord wants me to do right know in my life.... With my boys and with the caring of this other child in our life's maybe even more children in the near future.... But what about this and what about that???????

So I guess I have certainly preaching to myself this morning no matter the situation I am in the questions of the unknown I still need to praise GOD.... He is just trying to mode me in what he wants me to be or what he needs me to do and preparing me for the outcome of it all...
Ephesians 5:20 Giving thanks in all things unto God and the Father in the name of our Lord Jesus Christ:
If you can find time in your life today think of my family and myself and talk to the Savior for me.... I would certainly appreciate it. My friends and family members are my guardian angels in my life daily I know... I just told my mother last night and leaving her in tears I did not know how she ever made it with raising my sisters and myself without her mother... My grandmother passed around when I was about 5 years old, so I really have no memories of her she had cancer and she died in her 60's... Mom I just wanting you to know you are my friend my inspiration in life my hope is that I can only be half of the mother you were to my sisters and myself... Thank you mom for all you do for your grandchildren even it is just to watch them for the day or for a hour just for me to take time out for myself you are the greatest!!


Deb said...

Marenda...I'm so sorry that you are struggling with the unknown. You really do have a lot on your plate and I'm sure it bogs down your mind sometimes. Hang in there...I know God has something good in store for you. It was nice to read your sweet comments about your Mom. I gave a little tribute to mine on my Friday's blog!!!
Love you...Debbie

Jenn said...

Praying that God will show His plans for you and your family.

Deb said...

When I left my comment, I don't think you had included the picture...what beautiful kids..and what a beautiful heart you have for loving them all!!! God has truly blessed you, Ms. so many ways!!! You are certainly a young lady with so very much faith. I admire you for that!!!